Enlightened

so, i keep having these life-changing experiences at church man. i really feel like a new person. i feel like i've matured. things that used to interest me don't interest me anymore, things that i used to find funny just aren't funny anymore. i feel like im leaving my old habits behind and i'm ready for a change. i want to be a better person and a better Christian. i know it probably seems like i'm a good person since you guys (my friends) say it all the time. lol but honestly, i could be a lot better. i just really want to tell people all about the Lord and what he has done for me. i've been through so much in my life and i'm just 16, but even with all of that, i feel like the most blessed person in the world because i know that through it all, God kept me and watched me. He chose me for a specific plan. so today at the church i go to when i'm in texas, there was a guest pastor form atlanta, Pastor Olu Brown. he was completely amazing, i could go on and on about his messages. but anyway, the things he spoke about today were what i have actually been doing. he was talking about acting as if you have already arrived and achieved your goals, and not caring about what people around you say, so it was just really great to get confirmation that i am doing the right thing:) ahhhh, ok, i can stop now. i didn't think i'd get peace until i wrote all of that out. lol check this website for his sermons. i plan to listen to them all......ok, nevermind, this computer is trippin. lol google "pastor olu brown" and it'll take you there. peace & love my brothers and sisters:)