My birthday weekend:)

first of let me sa thank You to God for letting me see another birthday:)
next, i would like to thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday, you guys' words made this the best birthday ever.
this has been the most amazing birthday weekend ever, i got to spend time with people that i really love and care about, and next week will be even better because i will get to hang out with them and the other people i lvoe and care about all at the same time:)
man, i honestly feel like the luckiest person in the world. God has blessed me with so many amazing friends. i was talking to one of them today, and i was just overwhelmed with all my love for each and everyone of them. i really truly believe that i am the luckiest person because each and everyone of you. you guys are the flavor in my world, and i love you all very much. veezy, yout blog post almost made me cry:) lol

i spoke to my daddy today, and for the first time ever i heard him cry to me. he told me he was so proud, and that just made my day. ever since my birthdays starting the summer after 4th grade, i have spent my birthday wish when blowing out my candles saying "i wish my daddy was home", now i don't have to say that anymore. i love you daddy.

i can't get enough of these. lol

it's another birthday test:)



You Are an Oddball
You tend to be understated and under appreciated.You have a hidden force to do amazing things, doing them your own way.People may see you as strange and shy, but they know little.Your unconventional ways have more power than they (and even you) know.Your strength: Standing up for what you know is trueYour weakness: You tend to be picky and rigidYour power color: SilverYour power symbol: SquareYour power month: April

creepy FB quizzes

Values:Sensitivity Harmony Compassion
Joys:Romance Friendships Affection
Strengths:Nurturer Sincere Creativity
Needs:Understanding Love Affection
Frustrations:Lack of Romance Disharmony Time Limits
At work you have a strong desire to influence others so they may lead more significant lives. You often work in the arts, communication, education, and helping professions. You are adept at motivating and interacting with others
In love you seek harmonious relationships. You are a true romantic and believe in perfect love that lasts forever. You bring drama, warmth, and empathy to relationships. You enjoy sysmbols of romance such as flowers, candlelight, and musci an cherish the small gestures of love.In childhood you were extremely imaginative and found it difficult to fit into the structure of school life. You reacted with great sensitivity to discordance or rejection and sought recognition. You responded to encouragement

supernova

ok, supernova is obviously old now. lol but it's not the type of the song that i'd get tired of, well, i haven't gotten tired of it yet. anyway, i just wanted to post mr. hudson's verse cause it is really beautiful, so is ye's but i don't feel like posting all of that. lol

They got it all, they've got all the things i thought i wanted But i can't afford to fake anymore. To live this facade and smile as the warm champagne pours. Out on the lawn we'll pretend we're having tons of fun in this world where we don't belong. Some bloke all alone. is she thinking of me? Did she forget what we once had.........and I feel like taking off, let me be your supernova...before you make the biggest mistake of your life...just give me the chance to get it right get it right

this song

is like sex through a headphone.

says the virgin till marriage. ha

new one.

ok, bathing "in rainbows"


how about that one? if anyone got that i'd totally love them. lol
peaceeee

Showering in Meteors

the idigenous ones.



these are two titales that i might use for books. don't steal them, this is dated, everyone will know you stole it from me. lol

"We must strive to be like the moon."

"always be on your best behavior and be good to other."
"people complain when there is too much sun and it gets unberably hot, and also when it rains too much and it is too cold. no one complains when the moon shines."

isn't that beautiful? it's from A LONG WAY GONE.

Enlightened

so, i keep having these life-changing experiences at church man. i really feel like a new person. i feel like i've matured. things that used to interest me don't interest me anymore, things that i used to find funny just aren't funny anymore. i feel like im leaving my old habits behind and i'm ready for a change. i want to be a better person and a better Christian. i know it probably seems like i'm a good person since you guys (my friends) say it all the time. lol but honestly, i could be a lot better. i just really want to tell people all about the Lord and what he has done for me. i've been through so much in my life and i'm just 16, but even with all of that, i feel like the most blessed person in the world because i know that through it all, God kept me and watched me. He chose me for a specific plan. so today at the church i go to when i'm in texas, there was a guest pastor form atlanta, Pastor Olu Brown. he was completely amazing, i could go on and on about his messages. but anyway, the things he spoke about today were what i have actually been doing. he was talking about acting as if you have already arrived and achieved your goals, and not caring about what people around you say, so it was just really great to get confirmation that i am doing the right thing:) ahhhh, ok, i can stop now. i didn't think i'd get peace until i wrote all of that out. lol check this website for his sermons. i plan to listen to them all......ok, nevermind, this computer is trippin. lol google "pastor olu brown" and it'll take you there. peace & love my brothers and sisters:)