Michael.

So, it's taken me two days to write about this stuff. idk man, i'm just finding this hard to believe. deep down, i really hope that this is all a big lie. i want to believe that he is still alive, just like i want to believe that tupac is still alive. I feel that they were geniuses, and i really need to meet them so i can talk to them. after watching finding neverland, i cried. it wasn't actually peter pan, but it was the story of how "neverland" was created. after watching that movie, i thought...no, i was CONVINCED that i would meet Michael Jackson. that's why it has been easier for me these past two days to not believe it. [which is a great defense mechanism for the time being, but when it comes down...idk man] i decided to write about it today because today i feel the saddest about it. last night after performing, i came home to leimert park to see this big thing for him, playing his music and everything. i thought to myself "THIS, this right here is what he would want. not all the sadness." but it just started to overwhelm me, and i got sad. well, i love you soooo much Michael. you will always be in neverland now. you're energy is all around us, and it always will be. thank you for everything. "i'm starting with the man in the mirror, i'm asking him to change his ways." much respect to his family. peaceee