Do You Know

what it feel like when people is passin?
man, so i got some bad news tonight. i found out that one of my best friend's grandmas passed away. i met her a couple of times and she was so full of life. i'm taking it pretty hard because one, that's my best friend, and two, i know what it feels like to loose someone close to you, and i never wanted that to happen to one of my friends. i used to think about how i would react if i got some sort of horrible news like this, and i knew i wouldn't be able to not cry. cause i love my friends, and people in general, alot. like i care about people so much. so i called my granny and as soon as i heard her voice i started crying. i really wish i could bare this a thousand times so they wouldn't have to feel this just once. i would rather it be me having to deal with this. i know i would take it the hardest if this happened to one of my friends. man, to everyone, i love you so much, and i care about you. i love you all!