pharrell<3

so, i'm on kanye's blog right, and i'm watching n.e.r.d on 106th and park. and pharrell says the EXACT SAME THING i say all the time. "the same is the weirdo" hahaha i freaking love his guts. this is why i love him s much dude. everytime someone calls me weird i'm like yo, i'm not weird. i just do what i feel. you're weird for doing someone else's thin. haha im not even gonna go into depth, i just love you pharrell, seriously. let's get married in one yesr. who cares that you're 19 years older than me? i sure don't.

books & music

perhaps the best things in the world.
my books and music freaking saved me yo. real talk. lol
i would have died of boredom in my younger years. i explain it all in a poem though, you guys have probably heard it. i didn't go that much in depth though, maybe that should be my next project.
hey! i think technology is gonna kill the world. nature will prevail. i read a story about that too, it was just a short story though. =]
oh yeah, so i'm not pretentious guys, the reason you guys THINK i have a big vocabulary is because i read alot. i honestly don't have that big of a vocabulary, i have a lot to learn.
peaceeee

build a bridge

so, i've decided to get over my contempt with teenage culture. i will no longer be annoyed by party people or posers. i'll just let people do them, which coincidentally happens to be someone else. i have realized that there are only a few cool people that are my age. those are the people that were separated when they were younger, they didn't know how to be anybody else but themselves, which makes them cool.
honestly, i don't like super baggy jeans on people, but if today, i saw a boy wearing baggy jeans and a baggy t-shirt, i'd love him for not changing. the hottest thing in the world is when you can be yourself, honestly. i can tell when people are faking. and some people try soooo hard to be different, that they just look the same. lol pitiful, don't live your life trying to please someone else. just do you homie. you'll be fine. =]
but alas, i cried a river, built a bridge, and got over it! hahaha on jay-z "type girl"
peace humans.

Dj Dusk/ Tarek Captan

Ok, the biggest coincidence of my life is actualy not a coincidence at all. Devine intervention maybe? everything happens for a reason. Dj Dusk was my neighbor. he was killed by a drunk driver 3 years ago. i can talk about people passing, but whenever i talk about Dusk's death, i get so angry. well, anyway, one of his closest friends just so happens to be my poetry teacher. Mike the Poet. I met Mike the beginning of 11th grade. Turns out him and Dusk's were like best friends. We were supposed to meet. i went to the sights and sounds of Dusk festival today, and it was the most incredible thing i have ever experienced. there was so much flavor, it was just.......amazing. i loved it. i felt like i realy took something away from that festival. i feel like i need to do great now for Dusk. i always thought he was so cool, and know that i have heard other people speak about him, i jus love him. I miss you Dusk. I love you Dusk. [btw, some new person moved into your house, i really wish you were still there, we would have so much to talk about, there was so much i could have learned from you. thank you for everything you did while you were here.]

p.s, i don't realy get sad when i speak about my mom, maybe it's because i know i have to be strong about that, but i can't help but be sad when i speak about tarek[dusk]=/